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1. I remember i remember when i lost my mind drivers#
2. I remember i remember when i lost my mind driver#
3. I remember i remember when i lost my mind full#

Here it is from a few different points of view. The song, which was officially released on 3/13/06, may have been ubiquitous to the point of instant familiarity - hands up, who got it stuck in their heads partway through this first paragraph? - but the more angles you look at “Crazy” from, the weirder it gets that it’s had this much of an impact on pop music. But few acts of the aughts have that similar “where’d they come from”/”where’d they go” push-pull as Gnarls Barkley, whose “Crazy” made a one-hit wonder out of two artists you could hardly call that when separated. Tell somebody from the year 2006 that the song feels like a lucky yet brief radar blip in the midst of two wildly diverging musical careers, and they’d probably have the same reaction. The emotional rollercoaster got so bad, I had tears streaming down my face and I didn't know why.Tell somebody from the year 2003 that the producer half of Lex Records cult-rap act DM & Jemini would team up with the recently solo Goodie Mob alumni CeeLo for one of the decade’s most definitive singles, and they’d think you were out of your mind. Right beside the driver, giving him CPR I knew wouldn't work, but I was trying anyway. We were unable to save the driver.ĭo you know the worst thing about this? It felt like I was there again. Try doing it upside down in a car with just one hand because you can't reach. Anyone familiar with CPR knows how difficult it is to do it right. There was none! We tried pulling the man out, but he was stuck underneath the dashboard. I climbed in trough the passenger side and felt his heartbeat. I heard him shouting, this man just passed out.

I remember i remember when i lost my mind driver#

When I got to the car, there was someone talking to the driver through the driverside window.

I remember i remember when i lost my mind drivers#

I saw this car still had someone stuck upside down on the drivers seat. A small car, flipped upside down next to the road.

I remember i remember when i lost my mind full#

Several people standing next to it, faces full of shock. A big truck with allot of damage on the front. Me fresh out of the academy, one of the first on the scene. In this case it was an even older incident where a driver commited suicide by ramming his car into a truck, both of them going around 80-100km an hour. It triggered a flashback from another suicide. The kids were playing around and screaming like kids do. The next day the flashbacks hit me like a brick again. Breaking down like this was so out of character for me, I began questioning myself. Do everything myself and keep everything to myself. I always feel I have to soldier on, keep on going even when it hurts. But that made me in to a very stubborn man. I didn't think anything was wrong with that. I took care of my self and my sister when no-one else did. Since I've been small I had to do allot on my own. I think mostly because I didn't want to be seen as a victim and I didnt want to burden her with all that baggage. I just never went into the severity of it all. I told her about the breakdown at work, I told her about my emotions, I told her about the flashbacks.

So without going into details, even with the one I share everything with, just because I didn't want her to feel the same, to feel that agony. How do you explain to someone who has never seen such sorrow, what it is, that you keep seeing? How do you tell someone you love so deeply, the stuff nightmares are made out of? First of all, telling my wife was very hard.